Do a little Daye(may)-dreaming

Yup, I’ve got it all explained… LOL. This is my Love Hierarchy - basically a structure of what I need my love life to have. It’s not really based on any hierarchy, but Maslow did give me the idea. ;)

At the most bottom part are my friends - platonic ones. Everything’s innocent at this level, nothing to shout about. The base is wide, which signifies LOADS of friends. :) It’s the basic.

Then we move on to ‘Kang Tao’. More than friends, but not to the level of boyfriends… I guess this one’s self explanatory. Hehe.

Up on the third rung - boyfriends. See, the amount is definitely less then the other two further down, but then of course. Boyfriends are special. ;)

On the topmost… is my love soul. This is the person I will look for all my life. He’s not just a partner for this lifetime, but he transcends that to be with me for other lifetimes too. He would be someone I could always rely on, no matter what. Through good and through bad times, I know he will be there.

Of course, all the borders on the hierarchy can be crossed or blurred, but I doubt much of its structure will change. I quite like it, don’t you? :)

I went online shopping today. And girls, I’m telling you… there is so much out there! Definitely the new trend.

Also, guess who’s giving away free handbags? :) Go to handbagplanet.com and win a new beauty to go with your latest chic-chic style!

Hmm… guess which one I picked to win? Here’s a hint: it’s in my fav colour. ;)

Ok, girls, get busy. Let’s win it!

Yeah, I think I’ve got something going for guys who are named Wu… I mean, I’ve been in love with Daniel like forever, and now I’m falling for Wu Bai too! ;)

And why not? He’s TOTALLY fab!!! I love his songs and especially his lyrics. I love his passion on stage and the way he really loves what he does. Seeing his performances (on YouTube only, sigh), I can feel him and his band’s sincere, avid enjoyment when they play. I even love his bad ass-ness. :P

It’s always refreshing to see people do something they love - they always do it to their very best. They give 101% and that’s truly what sets them apart from all others in their field. That’s the X-factor. Wu Bai and China Blue certainly has it!!! In abundance!!!

Okie okie… I will stop gushing and drooling about them now, before you get sick of me. But yeeessssssssssss… I am totally smitten. Miao. :)

I love to make out. You know, the cuddling, the necking, the kissing. Thus, I love guys who can kiss well.

Some people don’t get it - they think I don’t kiss them because I don’t like kisses. Nope. I don’t kiss them because they can’t suck face to save their lives. :P I mean, who wants to have all the sloppies all over you? Urgh.

I do not like wet kisses. I do not like guys who consider kissing as covering my entire mouth AND nose with their own big mouths. I do not like stinky breath. Or disgusting teeth. EWWWWWWWWWW!!!

I like tongue. Deft tongues. And slight chewing on the lower lip. Also, no knocking teeth on teeth, but only locking lips on lips. I like it when it starts slow, then builds to a crescendo of kisses. I like it when after we kiss, it feels like wow.

So, what’s the perfect kiss? Hehe… A forbidden one, of course. Hurried, passionate and totally exciting, you’ll want more of it to satisfy your craving. LOL, I never said I was a good girl! ;)

Any kisses for you?

Last night I actually managed to send some messages to DJ in Mandarin. Hehe. He was pretty surprised.

Guess that translation hobby of mine is paying off in a way. :)

浪人情歌
làng rén qĭng gē
Wanderer’s love song

不要再想你
bù yào zài xiăng nĭ
Won’t think of you anymore

不要再爱你
bù yào zài ài nĭ
Won’t love you anymore

让时间悄悄的飞逝
ràng shí jiān qiăo qiăo de fēi shì
Just let time quietly pass by

抹去我俩的回忆
mŏ qù wŏ liăng de huí yì
Erasing both our memories

对于你的名字
duì yú nĭ de míng zi
About your name

从今不会再提起
cóng jīn bù huì zài tí qĭ
It will not be mentioned again

不再让悲伤
bù zài ràng bēi shāng
Won’t allow sorrow

将我心占据
jiāng wŏ xīn zhàn jù
To have a hold on my heart

让它随风去
ràng tā suí fēng qù
Let it follow the wind

让它无痕迹
ràng tā wú hén jì
Let it be gone without a trace

所有快乐悲伤所有过去
suŏ yŏu kuài lè bēi shāng suŏ yŏu guò qu
All the happiness, sorrow and all the past

通通都抛去
tōng tōng dōu pāo qu
Throw all of it away

心中想的念的盼的望的不会再是你
xīn zhōng xiăng de niàn de pàn de wàng de bù huì zài shì nì
All that my heart thinks, asks, wishes and misses will no longer be you

不愿再承受
bù yuàn zài chéng shòu
Not willing to bear this any longer

要把你忘记
yào wŏ bă nĭ wàng jì
Just want to forget you

我会擦去我不小心滴下的泪水
wō huì cā qù wō bù xiăo xīn dī xià de lèi shuĭ
I will wipe away the tears that I have carelessly allowed to fall

还会装做一切都无所谓
hái huì zhuāng zuò yī qiè dōu wú suŏ wèi
And will keep up an appearance of indifference towards everything

将你和我的爱情全部敲碎
jiāng nì hé wō de ài qíng quán bù qiāo suì
Break our romance into fragments

再将它通通赶出我受伤的心扉
zài jiāng tā tōng tōng găn chū wō shòu shāng de xīn fēi
And chase it all away from my wounded heart

不愿再承受
bù yuàn zài chéng shòu
Not willing to bear this any longer

我把你忘记
wŏ bă nĭ wàng jì
I will forget you

你会看见的
nĭ huì kàn jiàn de
You will see

把你忘记
bă nĭ wàng jì
Will forget you

我想到了一个忘记温柔的你的方法:
wŏ xiăng dào le yī gè wàng jì wēn róu de nĭ de fāng fă
I have thought of a way to forget all of your tenderness

我不要再想你
wŏ bù yào zài xiăng nĭ
I won’t think of you anymore

不要再爱你
bù yào zài ài nĭ
Won’t love you anymore

不会再提起
bù huì zài tí qĭ
Won’t mention again

我的生命中
wŏ de shēng mìng zhòng
In my life

不曾有你
bù céng yŏu nĭ
You won’t exist

Mr Wu Bai and China Blue, this is a fantastic song, thanks for giving it to the world.

Also thanks to this site for help on translations.

Between Code Monkey, myself and random people we met around the bar, we finished almost 2 bottles of vodka. LOL. Was it a wonder I was so squiffy?

And whoops. I think I told some people my name is ____ ____. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG. Including the fact that someone was drunk texting me… hmm. I still do not know for sure whether he really crossed that bridge all the way here just to sit alone at the beach till early morn. Nah. It’s too far fetched. :P

I remembered enough. Eating Yong Tau Fu. My SNAG. Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

And Code Monkey’s message the next day that is JUST SO WRONG. Hahah. Hhahahahahahahha. Damn.

What a Saturday. Haven’t had such a crazy one in a long time. :)

“Morning sweet”

“Morning”

Then, later, just out of the blue - “Good afternoon”

LOL… who does these kinda things anymore? :D

Donno where Friendster has moved my pics, but it’s ok. Can be retaken.

Realise I would have been more heartbroken to lose all my writings than my photos. Heh.

Just. So. Restless. One night in Beijing, wo liu xia xu duo qing…

Sometimes, when you do some things, it cuts the time short.

At other times, when you do other things, well, you know how time can suddenly seem to stretch and become so much longer.

If you wanted love that much, you’d hang in there, wouldn’t you? I know I would.